When I was 19 I watched my father die of cancer . Literally, I watched him take his last breath, gag, a low gurgle and that was it. I was just staring at him, unable to say anything. The rest of my family were able to say goodbye and "I love you", but all I could do was just stare and watch his lips turn blue and his face turn ashen white . 7 years later I still will have some bad days when I regret so much for not saying anything. You will always be sad when you lose someone close, but you can't let that sadness consume you. Death is a part of life, but life is for the living. I keep my dad alive in my thoughts. You never get completely over sadness, you just learn not to dwell too long under its dark clouds because there is so much glorious life for you to live and so many wonderful people for you to share it with. Waiting the sun's rays that will brighten my day when I get mired in the darkness of sorrow's shadow.
رد مقتبس:7 years later I still will have some bad days when I regret so much for not saying anything.
well i said "I love u" like thousands of times and I feel i didn't say enough, I have tons of pic.s for us 2gather and I still regret that i didn't take more..
It doesn't really matter Sam coz It's never enough...
رد مقتبس: you can't let that sadness consume you. Death is a part of life, but life is for the living. I keep my dad alive in my thoughts
That's exactly what I'm trying to do
Allah yer7amo, he's defiantly in a better place, he must have suffered a lot with the cancer, what a horrible disease
I understand this coz my dad died in the hospital, but not out of cancer, and Thank Allah he died peacefully before going to a coma with all its drama..Allah yer7amo
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May he rest in peace, & Take care of urself, and don't forget to tell all people u love, that u love them whenever u get a chance for that, it doesn't matter to say it when they r in trouble no just say it in all times, cuz the people who u love, they deserve to hear it ..
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Nayef I like to watch the people I love, slyly, from the corner of my eye. I like to watch their facial expressions change: sadness. . . delight. I like to give them things and make them remember me. Those people, I'd follow them forever, and all that time, they'd never know why I was smiling.Because I'm usually too afraid to tell them .
ummm ,all in all ,it's always a good idea to tell people you love them if you do.
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it is similar to my story Sam I lost my dad 3 years ago. cancer too. it was a sudden loss actually
i had a difficult childhood with my dad (a military man), but at adulthood he changed a lot and i changed too. we became best friends but halas he passed away when i needed him most
I was holding his head when he took his last breath, i remember it very well, every songle detail adn even the smell of the blood he was returning from his stomach and i was cleaning with a red towel
i miss him to death and need him more than anyone else but it is destiny u cannot fight i do regret not saying i love u dad, and i regret been a stubborn child but i know the last precious and priceless three years we had will never part my heart
and what is even worse is not having one single picture with him
thank u for this thread god bless them all
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. Literally, I watched him take his last breath, gag, a low gurgle and that was it. I was just staring at him, unable to say anything. The rest of my family were able to say goodbye and "I love you", but all I could do was just stare and watch his lips turn blue and his face turn ashen white 
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J to the LO 
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thx nayef.
